Wednesday, October 17, 2012

First Experienced

This post go to blog about my life during the sem break. All is the first experienced in my life...


First time doing a part-time job as promoter during my one month sem break.
It's not easy to do a part-time job, went home late and have to wake up early in the next day, effing lack of sleep.
But of course, i have no regrets in doing this, atleast i gain some extra pocket money,i can use self-earn money to change my broken fon finally :)
thanks to babe yeexian for guiding me! miss the time we joke and fool around :/ 

one of the working benefits is able to meet new friends! miss you all :'>
The very first time been in Movida@sunway giza here. It's seriously freaking high, all dance with the loud&high music, i myself do not know how to dance, just shake shake the body and cheer along LOL
p/s: we do not really get in drunk :3



11th of Oct, the day of releasing result, and this is also the worst day ever in my life. I failed a subject, Introduction to Advertising.  First experienced the feelings of failure. It's so unfair , why most of them can pass, only certain ppl of us failed in this subject. The exam question totally out of syllabus, totally out of scope, i had try my best to wrote down the answer, i write down what i had read, write down all the answer based on my common sense, but ends up fail.
Had make a complaint about the irresponsible lecturer, went to look for Dean of faculty, the result couldn't be change, he told. But he will take action on the f**k irresponsible lecturer..
Had slumped down for few days, get drunk on myself by drinking wine, cried for few times, refuse to accept the fact. I
 had been a failure in my life. Plan to withdraw, giving up on study, but was forbidden by parents.
I wonder should i continue in study, or should i just stop at here by not wasting time and money.
Till my dad told me not to giving up on halfway, not to worry about the retake fees, he'll settle all the payment if my loan  ptptn is not enough.
I began to weep after i heard this. They didn't  ever scold me a single word, yet they still try to comfort me. (我真的很糟糕)
I know giving up is always not an option.
Thanks a lot to my lovely sister who concern,encourage me not to giving up.
Himmiko, chong, hanna, swen and candy.. great that have you all, truthfully grateful.

Nobody is a successor if they aren't a failure
, i'll forever remember this.