我想哭

我想哭，真的好想哭，就那么一天让我放肆的哭，可以吗？我真的不知道自己搞什么，心情突然好低落，压力让我喘不过起来。我真的好讨厌自己，为什么每次都那么容易被打倒？难道，你就不能坚强一点吗？每次哭，我都会偷偷地哭，我不想别人看到，不想·你们觉得原来我是那么脆弱。

感觉上病了，好怀念你对我从前的虚寒，吃了药趴在床上，不知不觉眼泪泛滥在眼角里。我梦见了你，你信吗？是你在想我了吗？还是这是我想太多？我好失败，我真的好失败，学业感情都那么失败。这一夜，请让我当个不是平常的刘为恩，可以吗？我真的好想你，是真的。怀抱着没能实现的约定，我们两人，再也回不了过去。

You're the apple on my eye

me with apple :P

Eat an apple a day,keeps fatty away. Quoted by weiern,Lau HAHAHAH XD

Forgive me because im so love in taking pic,eat an apple also can take tons of pics in front of webcam,really have to "salute" for myself :P LOL

Nothing special happened on these few days,just every time have to study,study and study. And have to prepared of sketching,because our group have to present on Monday 0.0

*heading out to mamak with my friends now*

Is time for supper,fat sei fat sei >.<

An Energetic Day :P

I RUN KL 10K TODAY :p

It is so impressive to me since this is my very first time joined the marathon. The run was organised by NIKE. Only paid 20bucks then can get a NIKE-tee and a nike bottle. After complete the run they will give a bottle of mineral water,a nike-pendrive that in a box and a banana LOL. At first, i thought the box contained is a normal shoe-shaped keychain. After my friend "OPERATE" it,actually there is a pendrive that can separate from top. lol i'm so fish x.x Btw,saw chien wei there,unexpected can met bsd friend at this event :) His hair is short,barely can't recognize him HAHAHA

The box that given

look like a key-chain

it is a 'shoe-drive' actually HAHAHA

Everybody was run run run :p

will be a signboard there in every km,the aunty was too happy,lol. 2 more km to go!!

yeehong with me after completed 10km run :D

OKAY,Nike run was finished sharing,now gonna post in chinese,

恭喜柯震东获最佳新演员 :D

你很棒，很帅，很够力帅！这个奖是你值得拥有的 :)

相信有看那些年，我们一起追的女孩，那部电影，该知道他是谁。那部电影很棒，把九把刀的故事诠释出来了。我看了，我哭，哭得满泪全脸。好感动，真的很感动，心中有很多说不出的遗憾。九把刀，谢谢你，谢谢你带来了这么棒的电影！有机会我都想去看第二次。

一直问自己真的放开了吗？

可是谁可以真的完全忘记过去的回忆？

到最后我选择退出！

换你以后的幸福和快乐！

只希望你过的比我好！

而不是一直纠缠不清！

祝福一个心爱的人须要非常大的勇气！

不要让我所做的一切变的徒劳无功....

我想信平行时空下的你们，是一起的。

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fQTfE1W5GGg&feature=related

我相信当你们看到他们俩接吻的那一刻，泪水不自不觉的流出来了，加上这首歌，眼泪更是崩腾地涌出来

很感謝你, 九把刀, 是你將你自己的感情碎片分散在我們的心, 我們會替你, 好好保管

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ix9SIWuw3EQ&feature=related

EXTRA

Having flu and sore throat these few days,yet i still went to Ipoh with friends ;@ It's had been 2 months+++ din watch the movie at cinema. i was so excited finally finally finally can watch dy. thanks my fren AH LOO recommended of this movie called '' SECTOR 7'',it really my me screamed like crazy. it really looked very scary lehh,but why you guys still sitting so calmly and eat the popcorn macam relax je ;/

WELL,i admitted im a coward,can't really can watch horror movie,especially in cinema,need sit and watch in front of the big screen,i really beh tahan lol

i missed out something very important to me,tha is big apple donults. Keep reminded myself rmb to buy after finish watch the movie. But i just think of it when i already get into the bus. SO SO SO SAD T.T

Waiting for 4th coming,can't wait to back hometown. My big brother will be back on that day too,miss him so much.

nights <3

记得

谁还记得，是谁先说永远的爱我？我还记得我们的约定，一辈子幸福的约定。

说过要一起走到老，一起手牵手走到最后。可是，是谁到最后认输了？

心中是清楚的，总有一天都会停的。好恨自己，为什么会如此的怀念。是因为巨蟹的特性吗？还是只是我执着得放不开？我累了，没办法回倒过去。不要等到没人爱了，才想起旧爱，好吗？我已经不再是以前的我了，不再会为你说的话心动，更不再是为了一些小事就会哭的刘玮恩。人都是会改变的。爱情可以让人一夜之间长大，我相信，因为我领悟到了。

单生很好，不是吗？这是我用来安慰自己的，虽然是真的有它的好。

很感触你还记得我们的诺言，但如果这句话是两年前对我说，是不是会有说改变呢？或许吧，我也不知道。

可是，你的这些话迟来了两年......

STRANGE

I not sure who i am i in your mind? Do you treated me as your true friend? I can feel the strange between us,the way we talking,the eye contact and the attitude are totally different than before. you've change alot seriously. Do you know today when i walked back to cafeteria saw none of you guys there,i'm guessing where you guys have going. I text you and call you,but do not have any respond. After 20 mins you just reply and said you guys in lecture class.

SO HOW ABOUT ME?
DO YOU KNOW I'M ALONE?

You'd know i will be back very fast since i just went to find counselor. Just only 15 mins,not even 15 mins i think,why you can't just wait for me? Or why can't you just text me you guys are gonna leave? Atleast let me to know where you guys going so that i can go and find you. But you didn't. WHY?!!
Do I LEAVE YOU ALONE BEFORE? DO I SO SELFISH BEFORE?
I was sitting alone at cafeteria. Do you know my tears drop while mum calling me at that time also. I felt lost. I was disguised my voice and pretending like nothing talked to mum.

I think you wouldn't text me if i didn't find you 1st. Do you know how's the feeling? I know you have him and it's not important existence of me anymore. I really felt disappointed. I know you're trying to hide something from me,i can know it by the way you talk to me and your eye sight. Actually i already know what to happen on next,i know what's had happened.


a true friend is never will be let you being alone. I agreed. I've treated as you my super best buddy before,but do you? Start from now,i need to be tougher. YA,WEIERN,you still have others friend,don't be too care anymore. Is the time to moving on and don't hold back because

it's already passed tense.

AVOIDANCE

I'm trying to avoid all unhappiness happened,but it will happen whenever when i at kampar. feel like duwan go back that place,i want to escape from the place,i'm scared and worries of the feel. Friendship,study,result? I'M tired all of these. I'm trying to solve our problem,i think we can't like this anymore,i suggested a way to solve,but only myself i can't make it.

We've been changed. Change become more strange and and i know you're hiding something from me. Yes,i admitted i did the same thing also. But why this will happened? Isn't because of some ppl that you think is even important than me? Please don't say that im thinking too much,i can feel it.

what i want now is get myself to a peaceful place that without any these of the problem and argue,can i?