xie xie ni

你让我有回爱的感觉,虽然我们还没正式在一起,我期待你正式行动的那天 ;)




p/s: will upload all the pictures soon that i captured with my bsd bestiess <3

EDU fair

Sunday,i didn't go to learn car.
i went to midvalley with friends for edu fair.
we went there by train.
I met yeexian and pikjune the gang..
yeexian is looks thinner now,she looks better
i felt very much ashamed,because last time i had promised her will keep fit after spm over
but i failed D;


Btw,would like to say thank you to qi xian
we had lunch at his working place----japan restaurant (北海道）
he ordered alot food for us
i and him not really friend actually
he is my friend's best fren
i was in embarrassing situation when he paid for us ;X
the total is RM180++
he refused accept ours money
he just said that we need treat him a meal when we have work
i promised i will ;)


we didn't forget to take picture ;P




he ordered whole table foods,thanks again ;)




i look darker ;X


















one more things is last Saturday is my babe chong's birthday
1stly,i planned wish her in fb attached some pictures
but the FB net is so slow,waiting already 30mins also havent done,damn it!!

我想说的话那天已经在msn跟你说了
只想和你说声谢谢
谢谢你曾经对我的美好
我们永远都是朋友 <3


BFF<3



missed ours crazy moment ;')

SHIT me

昨晚考车,真的有够衰
平时parking都不会撞tiang的
昨天却要退会出来时却撞到了第一支tiang
那个jpj叫我下车
当时malu死了
before parking是naik bukit and tiga penjuru
那个jpj还用华文赞我
''AHH MOI,GENG ARHH''

after parking failed,
那jpj说
'' aiyaa,ahh moi arhh,kenapa cepat sangat? you terlalu laju la''

为什么不给我多一次机会？T.T
一支tiang就要给rm100
那支tiang是否太值钱太贵了？ x.x



如果我告诉你们有人出jalan raya时,
mati enjin 四五次
signal打错
换gear时,打到jpj的腿
可是她还是pass了，你们信吗？ o.o

对,那个人就是我
我当时紧张死了
死火第一次时我以为他会叫我下车
我以为我会让他载回来
可是他一次又一次给我机会
我在路中心要转出去时
我的车一直死火
start enjin start了第4次还不成功
到了第5次，
他说,
''pusing bukan nak guna gear 1 ke? sekarang you guna punya ialah gear3''

ohhhshit, that time just realized that i forgot changed gear @@

到了traffic light,当我要把gear3 换去gear1 时,
我很难推到那个gear
一下太出力
不小心打到他的脚

当时真的ohhshit,心里一直骂自己,刘为恩,你有没有搞错
既然推gear会推到他脚
我一直跟他say sorry
“sorryy,tadi sorry,saya bukan sengaja punya''

''tak apaa,saya tau awak nervous,relaxx je,tak payah nervous''

当时真的糊了一口气
多么怕他叫我下车

我就连基本的signal都会打错
我知道他是特地不看我这边
让我快点换回去
谢谢谢谢 T/T


*到了门口时*

''jalan raya you pass tau?''

*that time my brain was blank*

两个手盖着我的嘴巴
一直跟他说谢谢

''tak payah thank you,saya tau awak tau pandu,cuma awak nervous,next week awak cuma pergi test parking,perlu datang practice,tau? ''

i answered,
''tau,tau,tau...saya tau,thankyou tuan,thank you ;') ''

虽然我是有点失望，因为我朋友全都pass
只有我一个fail
但我还是要很谢谢他
说真的
我宁愿parking fail
也不要jalan raya
因为真的太难了
我很幸运
遇到一个那么好的jpj
换去别的jpj
早已经让他载着回了

就好像我马来朋友
只是一点点mistake
就让别的jpj载着回了
可怜的他
还躲在surau那边哭


下个拜3，我要去考过parking
拜6要去学过

又要早起身了，而且是一个人去 T.T

心動

我的确实对你有点心动,你有吗？
不过我知道我们没可能,姐弟恋该不会有完美的结局..

丑

昨晚我又喝醉了,我不知道自己原来那么容易醉
早上醒来,头超重
我昨晚既然在他们面前哭
自己说过什么也不记得了
弟弟说,我喝醉时
一直打老千的手
还slap建立
我现在真的没脸见人了
对不起，你手上的那么严重
昨晚打你
你定再忍吧？


昨晚真的很不好意思
要你们扶我
我相信昨晚定说了很多醉话
我哭因为我不开心
我不开心我想要和让自己麻醉
但没想到会麻烦到你们


我哭应该是想起了那件事
没想到既然会失控在你们面前哭
以后我不喝了
酒很苦
真的很苦

希望不会再有第三次 0.0

sorry,i already let you go.

i had blocked you and her,i know this is unnecessary for me to do,but i think this the way to avoid me thinking of you.


Everybody have their past,some of their past is full of happiness but not all.
A gust of happiness swept through her before,
these things happened in the past years,
but now my happiness already gone.
though we're seem like stranger,
but i should be very grateful.
because of you,
brought alot happiness to me
and let me know what is the love feeling.
i have experienced that the happiness of love able melt my heart
able let me feel warm,secure and happy.



The past is past.
i know i should look ahead ;)

i promised i won't go there again from this time forward,never step backward again.
NEVER.

怀念

昨晚眼泪折磨了我一整晚,早上眼睛却好痛.
你的出现再次令我想起我们之前的回忆
请你放过我
请你别再来缭乱我的生活
我不想我规律的生活再被你打扰
我知道你有了新的女朋友,我们都各自都过得很好
我希望你真心对待那女的
我不希望她的遭遇和我一样
我们是陌生人·
林俊盛这名字对我来说只不过是曾经过路者·
我们是熟悉的陌生人



我要再次谢谢你,你真的让我长大了许多
我已埋葬我们之前的回忆
永远永远都不再翻开·