Wednesday, May 9, 2012

Dark in mood

Today,morning,while i'm sleeping,mum steped into my room and told me that grand-uncle had passed away.  I was awaked.  My grand-uncle (that is my grandpa's brother),i called him "4 shu gong" was a diabetic and his kidney is malfunction. Last month,he get injured his toes by accidentally  kicked a rock. His wound couldn't recover and to save his life,doctors amputated his leg. After amputation,his body getting worst as the day passed. His immune system is getting weaker. Yesterday,i went to visit him with my grandma. I was so heart pain when i saw him. He breathed by using the trachea tube. His family,daughters sons,all came to see his last face. All of us already prepared that he'll go at anytime. And today he leaves.

I saw all of his grandchild were praying for him in funeral just now. I feel like crying. At that moment,i also feel comfort because i never self attend in funeral,means i never get involved for pray. My dad side grandparents are still here,same as my mum that side too.

Life is short,we must appreciate everything that surround us. I believed life after death. I know he's watching us in heaven,in another world. This may good for him,atleast he can live in the world that without any medication and medicine. He had reached a better place, i just know it.


                                                 
 Rest in peace,i'll miss you with all my heart.

Thursday, May 3, 2012

珍惜一切

我知道我这个样子很欠打




刚看完on call36,我知道现在才看是比较慢。 不能说这部戏好看,我能说戏里演得跟现实生活中很真,教会了很多要珍惜生命,珍惜家人,朋友,以及一切一切。
真地被这部戏给弄哭慘了,我真的很讨厌我哭给她看到,她每次问我是不是癫了? -.-

不要每次埋怨生活中的不满,我们必须要知道,能活在这世上已经是一种庆幸.
我领悟了,我不会再埋怨,如果我真的失败了,我会重来,不会再颓废。





我相信他的离去定弄哭了很多人



在戏里,我最爱的演员不是一件头,而是他,BEN :33