Friday, December 30, 2011

Fly Away



Gonna fly away from my hostel for two weeks. So excited exam finally was over,i'm out of jail now :DDDD

But,today i did quite badly in bio paper,how come so tough one? tougher than mid-term paper,all is test about understanding,not memorizing :/ My understanding level is quite low de,why want come out the question like these? why want torture me? *God save me arhhh,hope i can pass all the subjects ,no fourth sem in my life,pleasee *


going back hometown later,can meet all my dear brothers soon. Two months didn't see my brothers dy,miss them so much! And my parents :)

Two weeks holiday,i need go shopping,shopping and again is shopping! i want buy clothes,heels and bags for cny! But too bad,my money has limit,have to ask from brothers or parents to sponsor me :p

Today,31th of DEC is the last day of 2011,i think will be countdown together with my hometown friends. All i wish is everything will be going smoothly and everyone that around me is always in healthy condition in the coming year. And one more,i wish i could find a love one! HAHAHAAHHA (fa qiao)


should i curl my hair like this? wanna try something new :P

Sunday, December 18, 2011

LAZINESS

I keep late hours and get little sleep. Almost everyday sleep at 5am and wake up at 1 or 2pm in the next of the day. I know this is not good for health,and will cause a serious imbalance of hormones. This is a factual,because,my menstruation period is not constant after i had moved to kampar. Sometimes,it's later than normal or the even worse is it come twice in a month :/ WTH :8
Exam is coming soon,and i this lazybig always burns the midnight oil to study. Study sounds like good hor? But actually most of the time i study halfway and when a call come then you guys can see me in mamak LOL (feel so guilty to myself) :/
have to study hard by now,one more week left can't really playplay dy,have to FOCUS FOCUS and FOCUS!


Btw,just now had watched a movie with friend,is a love story movie that happened in secondary school. The movie is from Thailand,is a super duper great movie.

The main male character in the movie,he's so sunshine :D




And,this is the female character,don't get shock,both of them is the same person,go watch the movie and you'll know what really happened :3






ONE of the scene in the movie.




The movie name is 初恋这件小事 :> highly recommend you guys go have a watch.

p/s; my friend watched till cried :')

Monday, December 12, 2011

我想哭

我想哭,真的好想哭,就那么一天让我放肆的哭,可以吗?我真的不知道自己搞什么,心情突然好低落,压力让我喘不过起来。我真的好讨厌自己,为什么每次都那么容易被打倒?难道,你就不能坚强一点吗?每次哭,我都会偷偷地哭,我不想别人看到,不想·你们觉得原来我是那么脆弱。
感觉上病了,好怀念你对我从前的虚寒,吃了药趴在床上,不知不觉眼泪泛滥在眼角里。我梦见了你,你信吗?是你在想我了吗?还是这是我想太多?我好失败,我真的好失败,学业感情都那么失败。这一夜,请让我当个不是平常的刘为恩,可以吗?我真的好想你,是真的。怀抱着没能实现的约定,我们两人,再也回不了过去。

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

You're the apple on my eye

me with apple :P
Eat an apple a day,keeps fatty away. Quoted by weiern,Lau HAHAHAH XD
Forgive me because im so love in taking pic,eat an apple also can take tons of pics in front of webcam,really have to "salute" for myself :P LOL
Nothing special happened on these few days,just every time have to study,study and study. And have to prepared of sketching,because our group have to present on Monday 0.0

*heading out to mamak with my friends now*
Is time for supper,fat sei fat sei >.<

Sunday, November 27, 2011

An Energetic Day :P


I RUN KL 10K TODAY :p

It is so impressive to me since this is my very first time joined the marathon. The run was organised by NIKE. Only paid 20bucks then can get a NIKE-tee and a nike bottle. After complete the run they will give a bottle of mineral water,a nike-pendrive that in a box and a banana LOL. At first, i thought the box contained is a normal shoe-shaped keychain. After my friend "OPERATE" it,actually there is a pendrive that can separate from top. lol i'm so fish x.x Btw,saw chien wei there,unexpected can met bsd friend at this event :) His hair is short,barely can't recognize him HAHAHA

The box that given

look like a key-chain

it is a 'shoe-drive' actually HAHAHA


Everybody was run run run :p


will be a signboard there in every km,the aunty was too happy,lol. 2 more km to go!!





yeehong with me after completed 10km run :D

OKAY,Nike run was finished sharing,now gonna post in chinese,



恭喜柯震东获最佳新演员 :D

你很棒,很帅,很够力帅!这个奖是你值得拥有的 :)

相信有看那些年,我们一起追的女孩,那部电影,该知道他是谁。那部电影很棒,把九把刀的故事诠释出来了。我看了,我哭,哭得满泪全脸。好感动,真的很感动,心中有很多说不出的遗憾。九把刀,谢谢你,谢谢你带来了这么棒的电影!有机会我都想去看第二次。

一直问自己真的放开了吗?

可是谁可以真的完全忘记过去的回忆?

到最后我选择退出!

换你以后的幸福和快乐!

只希望你过的比我好!

而不是一直纠缠不清!

祝福一个心爱的人须要非常大的勇气!

不要让我所做的一切变的徒劳无功....




我想信平行时空下的你们,是一起的。

我相信当你们看到他们俩接吻的那一刻,泪水不自不觉的流出来了,加上这首歌,眼泪更是崩腾地涌出来
很感謝你, 九把刀, 是你將你自己的感情碎片分散在我們的心, 我們會替你, 好好保管

Sunday, October 23, 2011

EXTRA

Having flu and sore throat these few days,yet i still went to Ipoh with friends ;@ It's had been 2 months+++ din watch the movie at cinema. i was so excited finally finally finally can watch dy. thanks my fren AH LOO recommended of this movie called '' SECTOR 7'',it really my me screamed like crazy. it really looked very scary lehh,but why you guys still sitting so calmly and eat the popcorn macam relax je ;/
WELL,i admitted im a coward,can't really can watch horror movie,especially in cinema,need sit and watch in front of the big screen,i really beh tahan lol

i missed out something very important to me,tha is big apple donults. Keep reminded myself rmb to buy after finish watch the movie. But i just think of it when i already get into the bus. SO SO SO SAD T.T


Waiting for 4th coming,can't wait to back hometown. My big brother will be back on that day too,miss him so much.

nights <3

Saturday, October 8, 2011

记得

谁还记得,是谁先说永远的爱我?我还记得我们的约定,一辈子幸福的约定。
说过要一起走到老,一起手牵手走到最后。可是,是谁到最后认输了?
心中是清楚的,总有一天都会停的。好恨自己,为什么会如此的怀念。是因为巨蟹的特性吗?还是只是我执着得放不开?我累了,没办法回倒过去。不要等到没人爱了,才想起旧爱,好吗?我已经不再是以前的我了,不再会为你说的话心动,更不再是为了一些小事就会哭的刘玮恩。人都是会改变的。爱情可以让人一夜之间长大,我相信,因为我领悟到了。
单生很好,不是吗?这是我用来安慰自己的,虽然是真的有它的好。

很感触你还记得我们的诺言,但如果这句话是两年前对我说,是不是会有说改变呢?或许吧,我也不知道。

可是,你的这些话迟来了两年......

Friday, September 23, 2011

STRANGE

I not sure who i am i in your mind? Do you treated me as your true friend? I can feel the strange between us,the way we talking,the eye contact and the attitude are totally different than before. you've change alot seriously. Do you know today when i walked back to cafeteria saw none of you guys there,i'm guessing where you guys have going. I text you and call you,but do not have any respond. After 20 mins you just reply and said you guys in lecture class.

SO HOW ABOUT ME?
DO YOU KNOW I'M ALONE?

You'd know i will be back very fast since i just went to find counselor. Just only 15 mins,not even 15 mins i think,why you can't just wait for me? Or why can't you just text me you guys are gonna leave? Atleast let me to know where you guys going so that i can go and find you. But you didn't. WHY?!!
Do I LEAVE YOU ALONE BEFORE? DO I SO SELFISH BEFORE?
I was sitting alone at cafeteria. Do you know my tears drop while mum calling me at that time also. I felt lost. I was disguised my voice and pretending like nothing talked to mum.

I think you wouldn't text me if i didn't find you 1st. Do you know how's the feeling? I know you have him and it's not important existence of me anymore. I really felt disappointed. I know you're trying to hide something from me,i can know it by the way you talk to me and your eye sight. Actually i already know what to happen on next,i know what's had happened.


a true friend is never will be let you being alone. I agreed. I've treated as you my super best buddy before,but do you? Start from now,i need to be tougher. YA,WEIERN,you still have others friend,don't be too care anymore. Is the time to moving on and don't hold back because

it's already passed tense.

Sunday, September 18, 2011

AVOIDANCE

I'm trying to avoid all unhappiness happened,but it will happen whenever when i at kampar. feel like duwan go back that place,i want to escape from the place,i'm scared and worries of the feel. Friendship,study,result? I'M tired all of these. I'm trying to solve our problem,i think we can't like this anymore,i suggested a way to solve,but only myself i can't make it.
We've been changed. Change become more strange and and i know you're hiding something from me. Yes,i admitted i did the same thing also. But why this will happened? Isn't because of some ppl that you think is even important than me? Please don't say that im thinking too much,i can feel it.
what i want now is get myself to a peaceful place that without any these of the problem and argue,can i?

Friday, August 26, 2011

free of him

It's had been taken me a long time to forget him,finally i can accept all this and i have no more feeling when i saw all the things about him.

xiaoern,you'd believe me what i said. I already can handle all these,already can accept,it's true :)
thanks everything that you did for me last time. You always will be my side when i sad,you always will lend me your shoulder when i cry,really feel so great to have a sister like you.

feel proud to myself have such courage to accept,wei ern,finally you did it! :D

Saturday, August 20, 2011

A blast night


Wilber Pan came to my campus on last Wednesday,my friend were going to support. He handshake and smile with me when i passed the album to let him sign. Omggg,he's super duper handsome! i really intrigued with him ;P i didn't regret to buy his album.

可是很不幸的,当时好多人,我脸被一个人的手打到,很痛,当时眼泪都差点要掉下来了,到现在都还痛 :(


(P/S: you can view the videos and pictures that on my FB :) )

Monday, August 1, 2011

do you?

Physic test 2 was over,but chemistry and maths coming soon,that is next week. TT
this weekend have to go for famine-30 camp,but just realized that next week have two test,wondering want go for the camp or just "guai guai" stay home study.


Supposed have to study now instead of lying on bed blogging and fb-ing.
but i was LAZY.
yes,this is the real part of me,i quite lazy actually,not really like to study -.-



Have a feeling on you,heart beats faster whenever see you,do you? :)

Wednesday, July 20, 2011

18

Officially 18 now.Thanks to my fren who celebrated with me and those who wished me on fb,fon and text,thank you so much. This year i get 3 b'day cakes ;D





dunno why can't rotate it -.- anyway thanks to my housemate and babe huisan ;D



i still love pandan,thanks my groupmate ;)



I've make a liitle wish that hope all my family members and around my frens are healthy and i can pass all the test within this year ;)

你的祝福,我收到了,我很高兴你还记得我的生日,谢谢你 (':


生日快乐,我对自己说,还爱你,带一点狠。


温岚-祝我生日快乐

Saturday, July 16, 2011

生日,快乐

时间真的过得很快,没察觉已经过了一年。生日快乐,希望你找到属于你的幸福和快乐。
你生日,快乐吗?
你还记得曾经有个叫为恩的女生出现吗?

也许你忘了,但我还记得你。

Thursday, July 7, 2011

停止,伪装

明明就是不能,明明就是办不到,为什么还要强逼自己去做一些自己没有能力办不到的事情。
有时真的很怀疑自己到底适合读书吗?适合继续读下去吗?还是放弃?
我真的很累,每一次踏出考场,心里真的很折磨,以致反复问自己到底该不该继续?
我不想承受这样的压力,我想去做我想做的事情,我真的不想再将,或许我真的不适合

这段期间1,都会经常想到你,日子一天一天的过,而我一天一天的倒数,那天还是来临的。告诉自己要面对事实,别依旧执着当初的事情。
明明很想哭,却还在笑,好像自己可以承受所有的苦难。你不知道我到现在还会失声痛哭。
也许当一人在晚上的时候,才会被思念不停地折磨。

Friday, July 1, 2011

Felt the warm

Today,my parents came and fetch me home.
I don't know that today-六月初一 is my "BIRTHDAY'' according to the Chinese calendar until my mum told had told me.

Dad had ordered my love CRAB when having dinner in restaurant ;D
He said since today is my birthday,so he let me eat what i want
Yumyum,i ate alot crab. XD
tonight dinner was 100% satisfied,thank you papa,you're always the best :) <3




home sweet home,my room is full of warmth ;)





miss my bed so much,tonight sure can be sleep well,coz got GARFIELD be my side ;D

Monday, June 27, 2011

DYING

YES,IM DYING!
DYING because of keep busy doin report,report and again report!
not only report but have to do assignment,
one week have 3 reports,and the expired to pass up is after one week of the class.
All the reports have to do in details and clearly,because reports work allocated the marks.
Not only of these stuff coz dying,but the other reason is this week and the coming weeks got test D;
Sometimes really not understand why test duration still have do to report,
why the lecturers are so cruel! #$%&*@#$%%
one report take me half a day to finish it,where else have to time to study again?
this really hard for me to manage time,if can i would like to give up!
got abit regret that why i wan take found in science but not choose art?
i think im not the clever ppl that can overcome all the science subjects,haizz
but there is no way to feel regret now,because this is what i choose and i know i have the responsibility of my chosen.





sorry of my awkward face,but i really hate to do report!




this is the outcomes of every day sleep late just have to complete the stuffs,my eyes is serious than panda's eyes 0.0

Sunday, June 12, 2011

后悔所做的一切?

人会不会后悔他们之前所做过的一切?
男生会后悔他们之前所做的决定吗?
突然好像知道,你有后悔过吗?


但,就算你后悔,这已经太迟了
我已经不在那留点了,
已经不在那边徘徊了
我继续了向前走我的路
而不在留着我们之前的起点。

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Critical

Received aunt's calling,mum just pushed into operation room.
the operation within 2hours ++
im here,mummy.
you just relax and will be fine later.

i love you.

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Blessing all will be fine after this

Mum went to johor hospital to do operation after she went to hospital did the medical check-up.
doctor said her sickness is getting worst,
if do not get treatment as soon as possible,
it will caused the kidney failure,
somemore will effect her urine bladder,
tears rolled down my cheeks after i had heard this.
mum firstly was hesitated,
but my aunt and i keep forced her to go,
and i cried pleased she go get treatment,
then she just agree follow aunt go johor.
Mum is a stubborn person,
always just will care us but not her ownself.
She got this sickness since last 10 years ago,
can you imagine that how she can withstand this sickness last 10 years ago?
even the doctor also admired her how can she got so strong perseverance to overcome last 1o years 's life.



I know mum didn't go for get treatment last 10 years is just because we're too small,
she worry,she can't leave us.
But mum,now we four already grow up,
and now is your time to cure the disease
we know how to take care ourself,
please take care yourself 1st b4 take care us,can?
you had me worried,
everynight i was shed tears and can't sleep well
can you dun let us worry you?


i'm so helpless,
wish to be her side,
but i can't coz i've class
i was so dejected about this.
i ask god for blessing you,
you'll be fine after this,
i waiting for you back,
i love you,my dearest mummy.

Thursday, May 26, 2011

对不起

请原谅我对你的陌生
我知道是我的错
是我伤害了你
我不能一心一意去爱你
对不起
获悉我根本都不懂得爱
除了对不起
我真的不知道要说什么
如果你觉得我是在玩你
那我没话说
认识我的人该知道我不是那种女生
我也是个玩不起感情的女生
我好累

Sunday, May 22, 2011

不舍的眼泪

离别总是让人多么的不舍
虽然这不是我第一次离开家了
可是从去年12月尾回来到现在
在这边都住差不多半年了
现又要离乡背井到金宝去读书
真的好不舍这里的朋友
特别是你
在你们走的那一刻
我眼泪流了出来
我姐姐''啊豪‘’ 总有办法弄到我笑弄到我哭
有时真的好讨厌你




那晚是我们最后一晚见面
你牵起我手告诉我在那边要好好照顾自己
当时我眼泪已在眼眶里打转
后悔当时为什么我没勇气抱你
你等我,我会回来的



我会想你们的 ;')

Thursday, May 19, 2011

VITAMILK


i get this from him,thank you ;3
btw,this taste sweeter than vsoy ;S
better buy that original one.
ILY


(还是你给我的东西我都感觉是甜的? maybe? HAHAHA ;>)

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

停止

停止在去在乎你对我的一举一动,
不该在乎你怎样对我
我既然选择了他
为什么我还会默默为了你掉泪?
刘为恩,你到底在想什么?!
你是第二个会让我为你流泪的男生
心里好难受
可是你不懂
我在逃避,再伪装
心里假装不在乎
但其实是有多么的在乎多么的留意你
我知道我对你来说
或许不再重要了
或许你在报复
我只希望你别欺骗自己
别报复在别人身上
再见了,我曾经喜欢过的男生..

Thursday, May 12, 2011

MAMA day





Happy belated mama day,wish my mummy always in healthy and wealthy,you're my super love mummy,i love you <3

And wish all the mama in the world have a great union celebrated with their children ;)

sorry for late posting ;/


dad and uncle already had booked two tables for dinner ;P







before heading to dinner (he always ejek me got a pair of big-small eyes -.-)
i eat alot this (Y)








can you expect 7 ppl finish this? O.O is impossible,we all eat till want vomit ;@ we "da bao"








her pose was cool, i know i looked like aunty here @.@

Saturday, May 7, 2011

BACKED

I'M BACK!!
just backed from penang,had stayed thr 1 weeks and seriously there was FUN!!
there got alot of my favourite foods,like seafood and cendol
seofood is one of my part of life,is the reoson for me survive too LOL
eat alot of crab,prawn and petaiii (i know quite alot ppl dun like this,haha XD)
luckily my sickness "feng mo" did not pop out
everytime i had consumed seafood,my this weird sickness will pop out and will caused my whole body is freaking itchy and will get red spot on whole the body also,
the sight is like get over hundred of mosquito sting,can you imagine how suffer are that?



but fortunately,that day after i consumed,my body did not pop out anything, THANKS GOD ;)



all the pictures will be upload on fb ;D



gonna to start my college life and i haven't prepared at all D;

Saturday, April 23, 2011

你会吗?

某一天,你撥我的電話號碼,語音告訴你我已經停機。你會不會難過?


某一天,你的手機不再頻繁的響起,你會不會不停的等待?

某一天,你的郵箱收件箱裡,不再有人可憐兮兮的說你好嗎?

你有沒有好好吃飯,有沒有好好照顧自己。你會不會不停的期盼?

某一天,不再有人無論是深夜還是白天都坐在電腦旁等待著你上線,等待著可以打電話給你,你會不會失落?

如果真的到了那樣的一天,我還是希望你有一點點的難過,一點點的失落,一點點的想我,只要有一點點關於我的記憶就好,真的只要一點點就好。

某一天,你打開電腦,我的頭像變成了永遠的灰色,不要說我不守承諾,那是我感覺到累了,倦了,也真的受傷了。


某一天,你的生活中沒有了我,請記住我對你的好;我的寬容。你要記得,我們雖然在地球的不同角落,但是我們頭上頂著同一片藍天。

某一天,你的記憶中沒有了我,不要忘記我們在一起的每一分每一秒,

不要忘記我喜歡什麼,討厭什麼。而我無論如何都不會忘記任何一個關於你記憶的片斷,你習慣什麼,反感什麼。


感情世界裡,沒有“公平”兩個字,我不會計較這些,我們在一起的時間,會是我這輩子裡最美麗的回憶。我還要你記得答應過我什麼,許諾過我什麼。


如果有一天,你歎氣的時候我不再去安慰你,你難過的時候不再陪你一起難過,心碎的時候不再去陪你一起心碎。那是我真的絕望了,真的心碎了,真的疲倦了。


因為有太多太多的時候,我都是裝,總是裝作無所謂,可是我真的不在乎嗎?而你呢?會在乎我的一切嗎?可是我會很自責,會恨我自己,因為我做了一個不守承諾 的人。我懂,其實都是我不好,我不該出現在你的生活中,我只該做一個默默愛你的人,默默等你的人,默默想你的人。可是我把一切一切都表現了出來。你知道 了,清楚了,瞭解了,最終感動了沒有?

是不是等我離開了,你才會想起我?
到现在,你还会想起我吗?

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Dating with doctor

It's has been a long time i didn't stepped into clinic,
my dad brought me to clinic yesterday,
coz my sickness didn't get well,but is getting worst =____________=



Doctor gave me some pills of antibiotic,cough,sorethroat and flu ]=
it's so hard to swallow,
i swallowed without chewing,
i feels very bitter.
feel wanna vomit after i consumed it D;




Morning,my friends and i went to Kampar again for finding house.
we rushed out whole day.
thanks to kee hian's mum for helping us,
his mum was busy calling the tenant to help us find a suit house, while we guys enjoyed ours drinks at mcd LOL




After 2 and hours,we found out a nice place,
there was like a street of shop lot that got 3 floors,
an unit got 4 rooms,
we rent the rooms that located at 3rd floors,
that's mean we've to climbing up staircase everyday @@
but i quite like the located of place,
because the equipment is convenient,
under the rooms got restaurant,saloon,dobi,mamak,toto,disco and pub. LOL
the last 3 i think shouldn't encourage to go to ;@


although there got 4 rooms,but we just took 3
coz one of the room already rented by a girl,
means we have to stay with a strangers in a house,
but good that she's a girl,no need worries too much.
i shared room with my "girlfren",another room is patrick and yeesun,while keehian sleep alone,because he said he has his own privacy LOL
the total is RM450
the price quite reasonable and cheap
just rm90 per person but not included internet net,electricity and water
so we've to pay ourself T.T
wanna find a part time job after i get my timetable

half work half study LOL (bc translation)


i'll feel sleepy after i consumed the medicine,i think this is the side effect.
should off to bed and waiting his calling,teehee
night world <3

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

M.U ;x




HE's is m.u fans,he likes football,he likes to play football as well.
he always mentioned MU club front of me,always mentioned how awesome are them ;S
i'm not MU fans,and i dun have any interested on football.
i often will shut up whenever he's talking about football.
Sometimes,i felt i had been abandoned because he'll ignored me when he's watching football match.
he will awake at midnight for watching if that night got match.
i always blamed him not to sacrificed his sleeping time,because tml he still got skull.
he know i dun like,but he did -.-

Yet,the most annoying is he not only liked to watch football but he's still gambles!!!
he gambled like the way how an adult gamble,WTH
i really hate him when i ask him to help me invest some also,let's can share the money whenever won.
But he just said NO!
really beh song sometimes,feel like he's so selfish,got 'lubang' also duwan share with me.
last few days,you had promised never will gambles on the ball again,hope you can do it.


This fella is his idol,he want me to like him as well -.-








today is not my day,coz i'm falling ill ;/
FLU+SORETHROAT = SUFFER
i already ate dunno how many of tablet,but i feel no better yet =(
tonight supposed have badminton,but i missed it.
hope can get well by tml,sick is really suffered D;

Sunday, April 10, 2011

我们


答应你会让你在我身边,
答应你会让你照顾我一辈子,
你说我们会幸福
会幸福到永远
我不敢保证
好多东西都说不定
但我能保证
我一旦认真,就会真心的付出
真心的对待
我不会亏待你对我的爱





Tuesday, March 29, 2011

xie xie ni

你让我有回爱的感觉,虽然我们还没正式在一起,我期待你正式行动的那天 ;)




p/s: will upload all the pictures soon that i captured with my bsd bestiess <3

Tuesday, March 15, 2011

EDU fair



Sunday,i didn't go to learn car.
i went to midvalley with friends for edu fair.
we went there by train.
I met yeexian and pikjune the gang..
yeexian is looks thinner now,she looks better
i felt very much ashamed,because last time i had promised her will keep fit after spm over
but i failed D;


Btw,would like to say thank you to qi xian
we had lunch at his working place----japan restaurant (北海道)
he ordered alot food for us
i and him not really friend actually
he is my friend's best fren
i was in embarrassing situation when he paid for us ;X
the total is RM180++
he refused accept ours money
he just said that we need treat him a meal when we have work
i promised i will ;)


we didn't forget to take picture ;P




he ordered whole table foods,thanks again ;)




i look darker ;X


















one more things is last Saturday is my babe chong's birthday
1stly,i planned wish her in fb attached some pictures
but the FB net is so slow,waiting already 30mins also havent done,damn it!!

我想说的话那天已经在msn跟你说了
只想和你说声谢谢
谢谢你曾经对我的美好
我们永远都是朋友 <3


BFF<3



missed ours crazy moment ;')


Thursday, March 10, 2011

SHIT me

昨晚考车,真的有够衰
平时parking都不会撞tiang的
昨天却要退会出来时却撞到了第一支tiang
那个jpj叫我下车
当时malu死了
before parking是naik bukit and tiga penjuru
那个jpj还用华文赞我
''AHH MOI,GENG ARHH''

after parking failed,
那jpj说
'' aiyaa,ahh moi arhh,kenapa cepat sangat? you terlalu laju la''

为什么不给我多一次机会?T.T
一支tiang就要给rm100
那支tiang是否太值钱太贵了? x.x



如果我告诉你们有人出jalan raya时,
mati enjin 四五次
signal打错
换gear时,打到jpj的腿
可是她还是pass了,你们信吗? o.o

对,那个人就是我
我当时紧张死了
死火第一次时我以为他会叫我下车
我以为我会让他载回来
可是他一次又一次给我机会
我在路中心要转出去时
我的车一直死火
start enjin start了第4次还不成功
到了第5次,
他说,
''pusing bukan nak guna gear 1 ke? sekarang you guna punya ialah gear3''

ohhhshit, that time just realized that i forgot changed gear @@

到了traffic light,当我要把gear3 换去gear1 时,
我很难推到那个gear
一下太出力
不小心打到他的脚

当时真的ohhshit,心里一直骂自己,刘为恩,你有没有搞错
既然推gear会推到他脚
我一直跟他say sorry
“sorryy,tadi sorry,saya bukan sengaja punya''

''tak apaa,saya tau awak nervous,relaxx je,tak payah nervous''

当时真的糊了一口气
多么怕他叫我下车

我就连基本的signal都会打错
我知道他是特地不看我这边
让我快点换回去
谢谢谢谢 T/T


*到了门口时*

''jalan raya you pass tau?''

*that time my brain was blank*

两个手盖着我的嘴巴
一直跟他说谢谢

''tak payah thank you,saya tau awak tau pandu,cuma awak nervous,next week awak cuma pergi test parking,perlu datang practice,tau? ''

i answered,
''tau,tau,tau...saya tau,thankyou tuan,thank you ;') ''

虽然我是有点失望,因为我朋友全都pass
只有我一个fail
但我还是要很谢谢他
说真的
我宁愿parking fail
也不要jalan raya
因为真的太难了
我很幸运
遇到一个那么好的jpj
换去别的jpj
早已经让他载着回了

就好像我马来朋友
只是一点点mistake
就让别的jpj载着回了
可怜的他
还躲在surau那边哭


下个拜3,我要去考过parking
拜6要去学过

又要早起身了,而且是一个人去 T.T

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

心動






我的确实对你有点心动,你有吗?
不过我知道我们没可能,姐弟恋该不会有完美的结局..

Sunday, February 27, 2011

昨晚我又喝醉了,我不知道自己原来那么容易醉
早上醒来,头超重
我昨晚既然在他们面前哭
自己说过什么也不记得了
弟弟说,我喝醉时
一直打老千的手
还slap建立
我现在真的没脸见人了
对不起,你手上的那么严重
昨晚打你
你定再忍吧?


昨晚真的很不好意思
要你们扶我
我相信昨晚定说了很多醉话
我哭因为我不开心
我不开心我想要和让自己麻醉
但没想到会麻烦到你们


我哭应该是想起了那件事
没想到既然会失控在你们面前哭
以后我不喝了
酒很苦
真的很苦

希望不会再有第三次 0.0

Thursday, February 24, 2011

sorry,i already let you go.

i had blocked you and her,i know this is unnecessary for me to do,but i think this the way to avoid me thinking of you.


Everybody have their past,some of their past is full of happiness but not all.
A gust of happiness swept through her before,
these things happened in the past years,
but now my happiness already gone.
though we're seem like stranger,
but i should be very grateful.
because of you,
brought alot happiness to me
and let me know what is the love feeling.
i have experienced that the happiness of love able melt my heart
able let me feel warm,secure and happy.



The past is past.
i know i should look ahead ;)

i promised i won't go there again from this time forward,never step backward again.
NEVER.

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

怀念

昨晚眼泪折磨了我一整晚,早上眼睛却好痛.
你的出现再次令我想起我们之前的回忆
请你放过我
请你别再来缭乱我的生活
我不想我规律的生活再被你打扰
我知道你有了新的女朋友,我们都各自都过得很好
我希望你真心对待那女的
我不希望她的遭遇和我一样
我们是陌生人·
林俊盛这名字对我来说只不过是曾经过路者·
我们是熟悉的陌生人



我要再次谢谢你,你真的让我长大了许多
我已埋葬我们之前的回忆
永远永远都不再翻开·

Thursday, February 17, 2011

A belated present



i bought these for him ;)






if the number is show 38 then will be perfect to him XD

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

好累

最近每晚都好夜睡,没有4点都有3点
眼袋不仅明显了
连样子都看来长老了许多
真不明白为什么我会故意把自己弄成将


昨晚upload照片时,
心情超down的
因为我电话有个folder不见了
该是我不小心从电脑里按错东西
把整个format了
里面全都是我的照片
全都是我的自恋照
里面有好多我长黑发时
拍的照片
现在怎么拍也拍不回了 D;
还有一些之前他给我礼物
那些我拍起来的照片
现在我连唯一拥有的照片都不见了
真后悔为什么当时要这么闹扭
把电脑里的照片也delete了
不然可以留一个copy


照片没有了没关系,回忆还在才是最重要的?

对,是不是很熟悉这个对白?
是 7 Days in life(隔离7日情)的对白 -.-
最近都迷上了这套戏
超好看
超有feel 的
而他的主题曲
也超好听
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>尽管爱
没听过的去youtube search下
听了抱你不会后悔



明天要去学车了
还好有免费的司机
不用做他们的车
所以今晚不能那么迟睡了
否者明早起升不到

我还记得以前你都做我的alarm,会打给我叫我起身....





我先才发觉原来我电脑里也没save到我之前的那些照片
长黑发的唯有一张

还是看起来很老水的那张 -.-








照片没了没关系吧,反正那些照片都很久了,该让他过去了...
night world <3

Sunday, February 13, 2011

happy cny and happy valentines!!

ERMMM,seem like got a long moment din update my blog,this prove that i'm not active in blog. LOL
1st,happy cny to all my fren,wish all you guys are super good luck,super healthy in this bunny year ;B
i know the wish got abit late,but now is still cny,because chu 15 haven reach ;)
today is valentine's day,i can see alot of facebookers post the wishes,got abit sigh coz this year nobody celebrate with me again D;
hope i will be someone soon,HAHAHA


ytd my whole family were went to genting.
we went there got two purpose,
1)fetch my brother back for work
2)PLAY!PLAY!PLAY!
parents were went to casino while we children went to play indoor game.
Outdoor game is not allow bcoz raining time -.-
my big brother was be a guide,he brought us go there go here,luckily i din wear heels,if not kaki patah nanti LMAO
before we went back,i feel like crying
because of leaving my brother
he sacrifice his sleeping time for us,he need to work at 11pm -7am
after we had back,he has to shower and terus go for work
we play and walked already so tired even he still want off to work?
feel so pity T.T

btw,i saw alot leng zai there, HAHAHAH XD


Here is some pictures.....






where am i looking ?lol











so scary @@




sibling ;D i'm the ONLY girl T.T

Friday, January 21, 2011

cry because of you?

刚看回了以前post的blog,
看回了以前我写关于你的东西
真搞不懂为什么当时我的文笔那么厉害
现在想起觉得很惊叹
难道失恋的人
是特别有文笔花的?

当看到‘我想起了你’这篇文章时,
刚好播到‘会呼吸的痛’
突然眼泪模糊了我的视线
我看到了那段你曾为我许下的若言
想起了你说和我一起到老
就像那首歌
你走天桥,我走地下道
曾经说过要和我一起走到老
但最后都是各走各的
眼泪一滴一滴的流了下来
我知道是想起你了
但我已放开了你



我现在很好,我过得很好很快乐,我做到了,你看到了吗?



“一天,我终于不再思念他,因为他离开太久了,我的习惯已经不再是习惯.”

Thursday, January 20, 2011

不舍

My bro went to genting for work and i was very down.
before the night he go,we talk alot in room.
he is my dear brother that always take care and sayang me
he know my mind even though i didn't tell him
i knew that he know all my pass,just he duwan to ask bcoz he know that i can handle it
he's the boy that care his siblings so much
i worry him get danger
worry him alone at outside
i feel secure if he's stay at house
that night,i almostly wanna tears
i told him that i wanna cry
and he say : ehh,dun cry lehh,if you cry i'll feel so guilty -.-
wth?



Kor,plz take care yourself and dun get cold
wear jacket or long sleeved clothes since there is quite cold
and always get yourself save

dad,mum,thiam,hong and i will miss you



this pic is taken by last year,we're so MONKEY in this pic! miss you,my lame bro ;'D




Wednesday, January 12, 2011

我没有,很想你

我没有很想念你,只是每次听到某些关于你的歌时,心里还会感叹曾经的过去,好想知道你现在还好吗?有机会,真心想和你说声谢谢,你让我在他背影看见了真心和愚昧的爱,谢谢你当年的抛弃,让我长大了很多. 盛,谢谢.

Monday, January 3, 2011

2011,wows








NEW YEAR,NEW WISH?


ermmm,first,then i wish i can get a boy who sayang me and protect me. LOL ;P
do you think i can get it?
shun qi zi ran bahh ;D

i wish 2011 is my year <3>i miss you,you tau?


I think after you've back then is my turn to ns
take turn? lol
quite worry that the invigilator will tahan me cause of my brown hair ;0
won't de bahh horrr?

my brown hair not very obvious but its seem like black when look at pic
got abit regretted that why i'll went to the suck saloon coz of the cheap price?
feel like kena tipu -.-





before dye the hair! ;D






hair still in black! ignored my pose -.-





selepas dye hair,look lalas i think?/ ;0






use inner camera cam whore,hair color tak obvious,right??






grandma said my hair color ngam ngam hou,too light not nice,ermmm,but i dun think so,HAHA

2011,wows








NEW YEAR,NEW WISH?


ermmm,first,then i wish i can get a boy who sayang me and protect me. LOL ;P
do you think i can get it?
shun qi zi ran bahh ;D

i wish 2011 is my year <3>i miss you,you tau?


I think after you've back then is my turn to ns
take turn? lol
quite worry that the invigilator will tahan me cause of my brown hair ;0
won't de bahh horrr?

my brown hair not very obvious but its seem like black when look at pic
got abit regretted that why i'll went to the suck saloon coz of the cheap price?
feel like kena tipu -.-





before dye the hair! ;D






hair still in black! ignored my pose -.-





selepas dye hair,look lalas i think?/ ;0






use inner camera cam whore,hair color tak obvious,right??






grandma said my hair color ngam ngam hou,too light not nice,ermmm,but i dun think so,HAHA