EXTRA

Having flu and sore throat these few days,yet i still went to Ipoh with friends ;@ It's had been 2 months+++ din watch the movie at cinema. i was so excited finally finally finally can watch dy. thanks my fren AH LOO recommended of this movie called '' SECTOR 7'',it really my me screamed like crazy. it really looked very scary lehh,but why you guys still sitting so calmly and eat the popcorn macam relax je ;/

WELL,i admitted im a coward,can't really can watch horror movie,especially in cinema,need sit and watch in front of the big screen,i really beh tahan lol

i missed out something very important to me,tha is big apple donults. Keep reminded myself rmb to buy after finish watch the movie. But i just think of it when i already get into the bus. SO SO SO SAD T.T

Waiting for 4th coming,can't wait to back hometown. My big brother will be back on that day too,miss him so much.

nights <3

记得

谁还记得，是谁先说永远的爱我？我还记得我们的约定，一辈子幸福的约定。

说过要一起走到老，一起手牵手走到最后。可是，是谁到最后认输了？

心中是清楚的，总有一天都会停的。好恨自己，为什么会如此的怀念。是因为巨蟹的特性吗？还是只是我执着得放不开？我累了，没办法回倒过去。不要等到没人爱了，才想起旧爱，好吗？我已经不再是以前的我了，不再会为你说的话心动，更不再是为了一些小事就会哭的刘玮恩。人都是会改变的。爱情可以让人一夜之间长大，我相信，因为我领悟到了。

单生很好，不是吗？这是我用来安慰自己的，虽然是真的有它的好。

很感触你还记得我们的诺言，但如果这句话是两年前对我说，是不是会有说改变呢？或许吧，我也不知道。

可是，你的这些话迟来了两年......

STRANGE

I not sure who i am i in your mind? Do you treated me as your true friend? I can feel the strange between us,the way we talking,the eye contact and the attitude are totally different than before. you've change alot seriously. Do you know today when i walked back to cafeteria saw none of you guys there,i'm guessing where you guys have going. I text you and call you,but do not have any respond. After 20 mins you just reply and said you guys in lecture class.

SO HOW ABOUT ME?
DO YOU KNOW I'M ALONE?

You'd know i will be back very fast since i just went to find counselor. Just only 15 mins,not even 15 mins i think,why you can't just wait for me? Or why can't you just text me you guys are gonna leave? Atleast let me to know where you guys going so that i can go and find you. But you didn't. WHY?!!
Do I LEAVE YOU ALONE BEFORE? DO I SO SELFISH BEFORE?
I was sitting alone at cafeteria. Do you know my tears drop while mum calling me at that time also. I felt lost. I was disguised my voice and pretending like nothing talked to mum.

I think you wouldn't text me if i didn't find you 1st. Do you know how's the feeling? I know you have him and it's not important existence of me anymore. I really felt disappointed. I know you're trying to hide something from me,i can know it by the way you talk to me and your eye sight. Actually i already know what to happen on next,i know what's had happened.


a true friend is never will be let you being alone. I agreed. I've treated as you my super best buddy before,but do you? Start from now,i need to be tougher. YA,WEIERN,you still have others friend,don't be too care anymore. Is the time to moving on and don't hold back because

it's already passed tense.

AVOIDANCE

I'm trying to avoid all unhappiness happened,but it will happen whenever when i at kampar. feel like duwan go back that place,i want to escape from the place,i'm scared and worries of the feel. Friendship,study,result? I'M tired all of these. I'm trying to solve our problem,i think we can't like this anymore,i suggested a way to solve,but only myself i can't make it.

We've been changed. Change become more strange and and i know you're hiding something from me. Yes,i admitted i did the same thing also. But why this will happened? Isn't because of some ppl that you think is even important than me? Please don't say that im thinking too much,i can feel it.

what i want now is get myself to a peaceful place that without any these of the problem and argue,can i?

free of him

It's had been taken me a long time to forget him,finally i can accept all this and i have no more feeling when i saw all the things about him.

xiaoern,you'd believe me what i said. I already can handle all these,already can accept,it's true :)
thanks everything that you did for me last time. You always will be my side when i sad,you always will lend me your shoulder when i cry,really feel so great to have a sister like you.

feel proud to myself have such courage to accept,wei ern,finally you did it! :D

A blast night

Wilber Pan came to my campus on last Wednesday,my friend were going to support. He handshake and smile with me when i passed the album to let him sign. Omggg,he's super duper handsome！ i really intrigued with him ;P i didn't regret to buy his album.

可是很不幸的，当时好多人，我脸被一个人的手打到，很痛，当时眼泪都差点要掉下来了，到现在都还痛 :(


（P/S: you can view the videos and pictures that on my FB :) )

do you?

Physic test 2 was over,but chemistry and maths coming soon,that is next week. TT
this weekend have to go for famine-30 camp,but just realized that next week have two test,wondering want go for the camp or just "guai guai" stay home study.


Supposed have to study now instead of lying on bed blogging and fb-ing.
but i was LAZY.
yes,this is the real part of me,i quite lazy actually,not really like to study -.-



Have a feeling on you,heart beats faster whenever see you,do you? :)